LONDON : IN HER OWN WORD 2019 - Part 10

 

 LONDON : IN HER OWN WORD 2019

An introduction to London Andrews Part 9

The following is a recreation of a series of posts London did back at the start of 2019, telling her story in her own words.

  

(Part 10 of 12) I was tentative about shooting myself. But in some ways, my story came full circle. I started shooting myself on timer in my dorm room when I was 20 and here I was, shooting myself on timer ten years later….. I opened my account on Patreon and thought, “I NEED to make this work or this is the end of modeling for me” - The first year, I used my Note 8 on timer (these are some of my very first self-shot images for Patreon) - I met with my CPA and he said, “If you are shooting yourself, you realize that you can travel and write it off as long as you shoot, right? You can write-off locations, airfare, rental cars. Anything that is a work expense.” - And …. wow…. what a game changer…. I started volunteering and photographing all over the place. My first stop was Hawaii (the only state that I couldn’t hit on my original roadtrip)… And then Europe, South America, Central America…. Modeling in exotic locations. Curating my life. I was finally free of the fear that had plagued me for so long. I was the photographer AND the model. (at Rochester, New York)

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TOO SEXY

 

Too Sexy

You may notice, I tend not to share London Andrews’s really sexy work. I share photos from lots of photo shoots London has done that end with her sensually masturbating and displaying her sexual beauty – something she is unmatched for.

But I very rarely share this type of climatic photo. There are a number of reasons for this.

First, this is what London wanted me to do when we talked how she wanted me to run these fan sites o her behalf. Why do I keep it up considering what she has done ? I suppose I have some lingering loyalty ?

Next, there is a risk to posting these really hot photos onto the wrong site and getting a ban !

Hey, I’ve done it….oops.

The different interpretations of ‘nudity policy’ and ‘nudity is allowed , but not porn…’ etc, between platforms is mind boggling. With so much variation in what is acceptable on where. I have to do a lot of dancing around anyway, it just saves trouble.

And lastly, the rules can change. MeWe wiped out a lot of porn and fan groups a few years ago by enforcing a retrospective porn ban. The Terms Of Service had always said that porn was not allowed, but they had never enforced it. Why would they, porn accounted for a good percentage of their traffic. Then something changed, but it wasn’t like, this is no longer acceptable, don’t post it from now on. No, you posted stuff that was against the rules (even though we (MeWe) ignored it for years) now we are deleting your account ! My London Andrews fan page was safe because I hadn’t posted things that were too sexy or pornographic. But, had I shared say her Scoreland work or Patreon erotic photosets or some of her OnlyFans with her husband etc. It might have been deleted ?

And retroactive changes are not new or unusual. I’ll give you an actual example from London herself. You may recall I recently mentioned her deleting her FaceBook account in 2020 ? This was because her London modelling profile was threatening her new sanctuary FB profile. This happened because FB updated their nudity policy. But, again retrospectively. FB started to remove photos and issuing warnings for the photos removed – photos that had complied with the nudity policy when they had been posted, but no longer matched the new definition of nudity and sexuality.

This is one of the reasons that I don’t push things too far. But I have to admit for various reason this is sometimes difficult…...because London Andrews is just TOO SEXY !!!!

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The Novel – Stalled

 

The Novel – Stalled

The novel I keep going on about, a fictionalised version of the events between London Andrews and myself etc, is written….of a fashion.

It’s written in the old fashioned way, by pen and paper. But it seems I have stalled yet again, when it comes to typing it up. Writers block ?

Well, no. I am just very, very busy. But, there is light at the end of the tunnel.

I retire in a few months – like I have said before, I am a lot older than you think ! This is why I am very busy. Meeting, meeting and more meetings. Meeting at work, meeting with financial and pensions advisers. Training my replacement. And also writing manuals for the jobs that I do. Because so much of what I do, when things go wrong, is not recorded. It’s just in my head, based on decades of experience. All this needs sorting out for May, then I can just coast for the last few months to the finish-line and escape.

Then there is a hell of a lot on my ‘to do list’. One of which is to type up the completed novel and send it out…..what this space, as they say.

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It’s Complicated….

 

It’s Complicated….

You may have noticed I call her London. That I go out of my to say London rather than her real name. That it was London who ran the Naturist Lady account and catfished me, that sort of thing.

And this goes back to starting the London Andrews Project. I have always tried to give her some privacy, some distance from her professional modelling work as London Andrews.

To allow the girl whose pseudonym was London Andrews some room, a space between the girl and the alter-ego.

There were a lot of reasons for this that I will not bore you with, but it is going to be hard to maintain as I move into the next phase of this blog : covering the events of 2021. Rather than (in 2023) the direct campaign of denigration, misrepresentation and lies, aimed directly, personally and unmistakable at me by London Andrews herself.

Because this next phase of the blog, tells the story of how we were catfished, deceived, manipulated, seduced and ultimately betrayed by Jessica !

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LONDON : IN HER OWN WORD 2019 - Part 9

 

LONDON : IN HER OWN WORD 2019

An introduction to London Andrews Part 9

The following is a recreation of a series of posts London did back at the start of 2019, telling her story in her own words.

(Part 9 of 12) A year later, when my grandmother got sick, my Mom asked me if I would quit my grooming job to watch over my grandfather, “I don’t agree with your ‘modeling’ but your schedule was so flexible and your grandfather needs someone right now. No one else in the family can do it” - I begged my boss at the grooming shop for a month off without pay. I loved the dogs and I loved my clients. I had been there for a year but they denied my request….. So I quit my grooming job and returned to modeling….. I hungout with my grandfather during the week and modeled part-time….BUT even a full year later, I was still terrified of working with photographers. Extreme PTSD. Still sitting in my car, begging myself to go to work. Putting on my makeup, crying, trying not to ruin my mascara - One night, I unloaded on my blog about how unhappy I was. How modeling had become a burden. The same job that once made me feel powerful, made me feel vulnerable and unsafe … A follower wrote, “London, you have been modeling for 10 years. Buy a camera and photograph yourself…. Create a Patreon. It is a website for folks that self-create. Just remove the part of your job that gives you anxiety and keep on creating! ” (at Rochester, New York)

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My Wife : An Answer To Some Questions

 

My Wife : An Answer To Some Questions

There is a regular misunderstanding in questions I get asked. The questions are like, what did your wife think about you following the porn star, London Andrews ? Why did your wife allow you to run these online sites for London ? These type of questions.

The misunderstanding is this : It was our relationship with London.

Understand, we, myself and my wife, became online friends of London.

We don’t have secrets, we have always been open and honest with each other. So, London was a topic of conversation between us from 2015 onward.

An example, in 2017, my wife was appalled by what had happened to London, when she revealed, as part of the #MeToo movement. The level of neglect and abuse London had had to live with her whole life.

The childhood abuse my wife had suffered was made to look small scale, by what London had been through ! And this my point to why I came across London Andrews on porn sites in the first place….

My wife was upset by the ‘Catfishing’, then so angry and disappointed when we realised it was London who had betrayed us with this nasty, manipulative action. Then furious about the attacks and lies in 2023.

Does she object to me continuing to run the London Andrews Project, for a time, yes. She objected to me continuing to support London. When she realised I doing it as an act defiance – resisting London’s attempts to get me to close down the London Andrews Project, she stopped complaining.

We do argue a little, partly about this blog. Because, my wife is of the view I’m too nice and not nasty enough. Treat her like she treated us – get your own back. Tell them about this….And what about when she said or did that ? Things go something like this….

And I’m like, no.

Why ?

And I remind her, because I can’t prove it.

Yes, but it happened.

Yes, but we don’t have any evidence as proof it happened.

It could just be another made up story….Like London’s.

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Stalking ?

 

Stalking ?

Am I stalking London ?

Well London has retired, I just do, what I’ve done for years, for the many years before London decided to fall out with me and then used me as an excuse…But, I leave the girl who was London alone.

Whether she leaves me alone is another story ????

I have a very big collection of her work, as you would expect. But I also have a lot of her social media. Why ? Because that is what we planned when we talked about setting up the London Andrews Project – and it started for her, to help and support her. Here’s an example. In 2020, London decided to delete her modelling Facebook account because it had and continued to threaten the sanctuary’s FB account and that was more important, it was the future for her. She got in touch with me and warned me what she was doing, advising me to copy what I thought would be useful for the London Andrews Project going forward.

So I did...me being me, I may have gone a little OTT ??? 😉

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