DEBT

 

DEBT

Why do I do what I do ?

Why did I start these fan sites ?

Why does London mean so much to me ?

Despite everything that has gone on between us recently that is bad.

What happened between us before that happened ?

My relationship with London Andrews is like a double edged sword – a ‘Catch 22’ situation. What is it about this relationship between London and myself ?

Where and why ?

And why do *WE* feel we own London a debt ?

Let’s go back to 2015, I’d known of London Andrews for a few years prior to finding her on FaceBook. At this time London hadn’t fully got over the impact of Kurt. He was the toxic boyfriend who had so hurt and damaged her. She was working on recovering and was posting about this, regular posts that were like ‘notes to self’. This was interesting to me because they struck a cord with me.

I love my wife like I’ve never loved anyone else I my life, but at this time (2015) my relationship with my wife was falling apart. We were thinking of separating. My wife had problems that had grown over the years, but she was in denial. She had refused all the help I had tried to give her and offers of professional help – she didn’t have any problems. And these refusals and denials were also causing problems as well.

This is where London Andrews, the person, comes in. She was talking about problems and issues that reminded me of the problems that my wife said she did not have ! So, this is the sort of thing London and myself began talking about online. A very different kind of conversation to what she normally has. She responded and was kind enough to offer help and advice based her experiences. She asked about and cared about what was going on. (Note : at this point she only had a few hundred followers, not the thousands and more that she would later have.)

She gave me some insights into what might be going on inside my wife's mind. They proved correct. This helped my understand why she was acting like she had been and then find ways to get her the professional help she had needed for so long.

Because of this, *WE*, my wife and I, are still together. And because of this, *WE* feel we owe a debt to London.

My wife had been damaged by her up-bring, London recognised this because she was familiar with it. From this time on, London and myself talked regularly about many subjects and I grow to care about the girl, not just the beautiful model.

Later my wife would also befriend her online. This was why we both subscribed to the sanctuary when London and her husband set it up. And this debt is why I offered to set up these fan pages for her, to go out of my way to help her, when she retreated from most of her social media work in 2019.

This is why her ‘catfishing’ of me and its impact on my wife (a totally innocent party) and our marriage, was so inexplicable ! Then her hurtful lies and attacks, last year (2024). She could have explained back when I first confronted about the catfishing in 2021/22 : she just ignored me.

But, she still matters to me and I still feel this debt of gratitude to her.

My wife had been mentally and emotionally damaged by her up-bring with an abusive, manipulative and tyrannical parent and if you know about London’s childhood, you will know how chaotic and damaging it was. And to those who ask, no, no matter how much I still care about her, I understand there will be no reconciliation between London and myself. The video at the start is for my wife and the damage her parents did to her. It is also for London Andrews and the girl who created her, to escape from the damage of her childhood and to feel valid.

I know how damaged she is, and because of that – she will never let me back in !

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