London Andrews and Me Part 1: November 2024

Saturday, 30 November 2024

London Andrews & Me : Fix You

Why did London Andrews and myself end up chatting so much on line ?

Part of it was some of the early questions I asked and we ended up discussing, because they were different to the routine and thus interested London. And partly luck, I work shifts, so around 6am UK time is around midnight to 1am in Rochester USA.

This was a time back in this era (2015) when, if London could not sleep, she would look for someone, a follower, to talk to online. This meant I was around online at this time, either getting ready for work, returning from work or being available on quiet shifts. So, being around on a regular basis I could see that green dot that meant she was online (this was on FaceBook in our early days. In fact I only joined Instagram and Tumblr later, to follow her and learn more.)

At first, seeing she was online in the early morning hours, her time, and contact her and sometimes she would reply and sometimes not. As London became more familiar with me she went from just replying to me, to initiating contact when she saw I was online and she needed someone to talk to because she could not sleep.

So, here’s a tale from this era and a reason I was drawn to her and began to care about the girl.

We are chatting in the early hours because, again she was having trouble sleeping and she tells me that really she needs to sleep, but can’t, because she has a modelling shoot booked tomorrow. I ask will we see them on her Patreon ? She didn’t know, it was with a commercial photographer she hasn’t worked with before. It is up to him to give her permission to use them. But photographers tend to allow a model to use a small selection from the shoot for their portfolios. Our conversation ended because I had to go to work or bed or whatever.

Later, in the early evening in London’s time zone, I messaged her and ask how the photo shoot went ?

I get a grabbled reply. Has her car broken down ?

I start talking to her online, as normal, but her replies are not right. Is there something wrong ? Yes.

It’s not the car that is broken down. It is her !

Slowly she tells the tale. She is still sat in her car. She got into it to drive to the modelling assignment at lunch time and has been sat there ever since : hysterical !

Gently, I talk her out of the worst of it. She had broken down emotionally, unable to go to the modelling shoot because – and this phrase still hit’s me today when I think about it now – She could not face playing “Russian roulette”.

All the bad things that had happened to her in the past, which some photographers, was going to happen to her all over again.

Something else that stuck with me, I said something like, ‘How about only working with women photographers ?’ Her reply still echoes with me. “ You’d think so….”

I was horrified by the implications.

It is things like this that drew me to her, not just her beautiful sexiness. It brought out something protective in me, towards her. I saw inside, how messed up and damaged she is and I wanted to help. I wanted to fix her.

It would be several years later (2017) that we learned the full horrors that London Andrews had lived through – even before she became a model, her life had been abusive – when she opened up about the events in her life, in response to the #MeToo movement.

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Fix You

The Lyrics…

“And the tears come streaming down your face..

...And I will try to fix you “

Coldplay 2005

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Dear Trolls – Deal With Facts 1

The troll are ‘fact averse’, they misrepresent and display a willful ignorance by their inability to deal with facts. They repeat the lie from London Andrews herself that I forced her out of modelling. But, ignoring the simple fact that this whole ‘war’ against me was started by London in July 2023 when I asked her an inconvenient question in private :

“Good evening Jessica. I would like to ask a serious and important question based on your recent posts. Have you stopped creating content as London?

All The Best For The Future - Andy “

She blocked me for asking his simple question. A question that was based on the fact that she had stopped producing new London Andrews content long before and had ceased to even recycle older content on her OnlyFans site.

She blocked me, I made that public and simply said that it was :

“Sad and painful….. “

She could have simply ignored me….but...

Then she let all hell loose at me with abuse and lies !

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Thursday, 21 November 2024

Obsession and Trolls

The trolls repeatedly tell me that I’m obsessed with London : YES !

Just look at her ? That’s enough to draw anyone into obsession. And that is why they and you are here on this fan site – because of her beauty – dah !

Plus, remember what she did for me.

Next, remember what she did to me.

Dear Trolls

Attacking me, rather say, countering the evidence I post, kinda proves my point.

It is also counterproductive !

Like this : Let’s have a look at London’s repeated threats of legal action against me ?

“So you are Andy the stalker from UK?

“So I believe, but, as I keep pointing out, who is stalking who? “

“You, she’s even tried to get the police involved. You are plastering the internet with her content and you are also writing weird fiction. You need help man, your obsession isn’t normal or healthy and is basically harassment “

“😄😂🤣 “

“You are unwell”

“Holy crap, years later and you're still posting about her. You need help of mental health professionals. “

“Incorrect, please understand the timeline of events and don't misrepresent facts. “

Sunday, 17 November 2024

Claims, Accusation and Evidence 1

Claims, Accusation and Evidence1

I have provided evidence for all I have said. This is harder than you think, because

so much of what I could now use as evidence has vanished. Lost, wiped out, when London Andrews blocked us.

London has repeatedly made claims about me. Accused me of things. Not once did she provided any evidence to back up her claims !

I could make all-sorts of unsubstantiated claims, but I don’t. I stick to what I can prove. I’ll give you an example, long ago London gave me a private nickname. Later, Naturist Lady said she had been talking to London and she used the nickname for me, she asked me about the nickname, where it came from etc. How did she know the nickname ? Now, I am 99% certain that London or myself never used it publicly...but I’m not 100%. So, I don’t use this example, because while I can prove that Naturist Lady asked me, I can’t prove that London never used the nickname publicly. That’s how strict I am with this work.

Another example where the evidence is lost, but had an impact was pointing the finger directly at London for being behind Naturist Lady. In the summer of 2021, at the height of the seduction and the fallouts that caused. My wife directly messaged London. She told London to tell her friend (Naturist Lady) to stop messing with her husband and that she didn’t want to share and be part of this open relationship ! London ignored it. She did not respond. Now, I can’t prove any of this, but just think about it ? Someone you know, who you talk to weekly about the sanctuary and the animals, subscribes to Patreon to support you, send you that kind of message. You think you would get some sort of reply, even it it was a, ‘Have you sent this to the right account?’ , sort of reply.

But, no. Nothing.

Makes you think. It made us think…..

Here’s something else to think about, a weird coincidence. London retired at the start of the year (2024). She ceased posting on her social media and has only been recycling old material on OnlyFans on a contractual obligations level, just to keep the account open. (She creased updating Patreon in early in 2023)

When she ceased being London, the other Reddit, London Andrews fans page also stopped updating. No new posts on there for months and months. I thought that, while London is a moderator there, she had told the other ‘mods’ she was retiring and didn’t want the page to be active. But no…..

A post by the moderator, evenflow :

“Working on it. Please see the post on my Reddit page. We've all had our permissions removed or a changed for some reason. Trying to get the issue resolved.... Apologies. ✌🏼 “

Know what I think, I think London used her moderator position to mess with the setting and try and disable the page. This is a claim, it is an implication, this is an accusation. These screen shoots are not proof that she did it, just proof of the event. Understand the difference and look back at my blog posts. And London never even did anything like this to support her claims. She never countered what I said when I proved (understand the difference) that her claims were false.

If she had had proof, emails, a screenshots that she was correct and I was actually doing what she claimed, that I was making this up : she could have ended this there and then. One piece of evidence would have destroyed me and what I say. The reason she did not ? There is none !

I have to labour this point. I have told the truth and sadly, London has lied !

There are so many stories I could tell. But, I can’t provide the proof, so I don’t tell them. Maybe later, when London is long gone into retirement, I may ?

Friday, 15 November 2024

DEBT

Why do I do what I do ?

Why did I start these fan sites ?

Why does London mean so much to me ?

Despite everything that has gone on between us recently that is bad.

What happened between us before that happened ?

My relationship with London Andrews is like a double edged sword – a ‘Catch 22’ situation. What is it about this relationship between London and myself ?

Where and why ?

And why do *WE* feel we own London a debt ?

Let’s go back to 2015, I’d known of London Andrews for a few years prior to finding her on FaceBook. At this time London hadn’t fully got over the impact of Kurt. He was the toxic boyfriend who had so hurt and damaged her. She was working on recovering and was posting about this, regular posts that were like ‘notes to self’. This was interesting to me because they struck a cord with me.

I love my wife like I’ve never loved anyone else I my life, but at this time (2015) my relationship with my wife was falling apart. We were thinking of separating. My wife had problems that had grown over the years, but she was in denial. She had refused all the help I had tried to give her and offers of professional help – she didn’t have any problems. And these refusals and denials were also causing problems as well.

This is where London Andrews, the person, comes in. She was talking about problems and issues that reminded me of the problems that my wife said she did not have ! So, this is the sort of thing London and myself began talking about online. A very different kind of conversation to what she normally has. She responded and was kind enough to offer help and advice based her experiences. She asked about and cared about what was going on. (Note : at this point she only had a few hundred followers, not the thousands and more that she would later have.)

She gave me some insights into what might be going on inside my wife's mind. They proved correct. This helped my understand why she was acting like she had been and then find ways to get her the professional help she had needed for so long.

Because of this, *WE*, my wife and I, are still together. And because of this, *WE* feel we owe a debt to London.

My wife had been damaged by her up-bring, London recognised this because she was familiar with it. From this time on, London and myself talked regularly about many subjects and I grow to care about the girl, not just the beautiful model.

Later my wife would also befriend her online. This was why we both subscribed to the sanctuary when London and her husband set it up. And this debt is why I offered to set up these fan pages for her, to go out of my way to help her, when she retreated from most of her social media work in 2019.

This is why her ‘catfishing’ of me and its impact on my wife (a totally innocent party) and our marriage, was so inexplicable ! Then her hurtful lies and attacks, last year (2024). She could have explained back when I first confronted about the catfishing in 2021/22 : she just ignored me.

But, she still matters to me and I still feel this debt of gratitude to her.

My wife had been mentally and emotionally damaged by her up-bring with an abusive, manipulative and tyrannical parent and if you know about London’s childhood, you will know how chaotic and damaging it was. And to those who ask, no, no matter how much I still care about her, I understand there will be no reconciliation between London and myself. The video at the start is for my wife and the damage her parents did to her. It is also for London Andrews and the girl who created her, to escape from the damage of her childhood and to feel valid.

I know how damaged she is, and because of that – she will never let me back in !