Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – Admission 1

 

Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – Admission 1

Naturist Lady had changed the focus and direction of our online chats, onto me. Expressing interest in me and what I do. She wanted to know details about me, from meeting my wife, to my job, as we talked overnight UK time, when I was doing night shifts. She wanted to know all sorts of things.

Naturist Lady had been building a relationship with me. Getting me to trust her again after the suspicions of ‘The Problem’, a few weeks earlier.

At the same time Naturist Lady was telling about how much she loved all three of others involved in her affair, her husband, London herself and London's husband as well. She also probed slowly and gently, but repeatedly, wanting to know why did what I did to help London ? Wanting to know what motivated me, what London really meant to me ? Working to get me to open up, to confide in her. To tell her something that I never, ever would have said to London herself. Finally, Naturist Lady got me to admit what I suppose was really self-evident. That I was in love.

Loving London Andrews is easy. London is stunningly attractive, one of the most beautiful women ever. A sensual vision of sexuality. It’s hard not to love her, we all fall for her in our own way. London presents such an amazing image of womanhood. London is a fantasy figure.

But it is deeper than that, Naturist Lady got me really open my heart and to admit I wasn’t just in love with London. But I was deeply in love with girl inside. The damaged, the hurt, the traumatised, the difficult and volatile and unstable girl who created London Andrews as an alter-ego.

It was not just the sexy photos, the beautiful face and body, the fantasy, the public persona. I was in love with the person inside all that !

I opened up and poured my heart out to Naturist Lady, because I had never thought I would be ever be able to ever talk about what I really felt about her. How much London and more importantly, that girl inside, really meant to me and how much I genuinely loved her. About my realisation in 2016 that something special was happening. But, that I could never express it, never tell her. It didn’t seem right to burden her, it was and would only ever be a one-sided love affair.

So, I never said anything to anyone, until Naturist Lady coaxed it out of me.

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