Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – New Topics 1

 

Part 2 : 2021 Naturist Lady – New Topics 1

As I have said, towards the end of January the focus of the conversations between myself and Naturist Lady shifted. Naturist Lady was asking me questions about myself, about my relationship and feeling with London and my relationship with my wife.

NL had been surprised to find that London was a regular topic of conversation between my wife and myself. That my wife and London also talked online between themselves. And most surprisingly of all, that she could look at these online chats between us ! That she had access to all this online world. It was rare that she checked up on me, but she could.

These questions to me by NL, lead to deeper chats about a whole range of things. As I pointed out before, I don’t have screenshots for this time period, but here is an illustration. I have this question I asked at that time because I typed it up on the phone, while it was long and needed some thought. It got saved by my monthly back-up download from my phone to a computer.

This question was triggered by posts on London's Instagram account about her early career etc.

So, I asked NL the question below….

“Seeing that very early photo of London (*see notes at end) and some of her recent comments. Can you tell me or can you ask London, did she enjoy the attention back when she started out modelling ?
I ask in more detail because you were asking about ******** (my wife) as we had made a breakthrough to get into detail about what motivated ******* to hate herself so much and feel so worthless, courtesy of London*.
It goes back to her teens and when she became busty. This got her male attention. Now, looking back, she did not like or want this attention. None of this was helped by a strict Catholic upbringing and an all girls school. She couldn't cope with it.
She feels she may have made herself fat to try and stop being attractive ! Destroying the thing that got her the attention ?

(Plus, she had been victim of a damaging, abusive relationship, like London. Prior to meeting me.)
For a time, in our early years together this was put to one side. She had the love and support she had never experienced before. So, she blossomed.
Something went wrong after our kids were born. Postnatal depression ? She retreated into herself, lost confidence etc. Piled weight on, comfort eating and was so unhappy. As I've said before, it didn't matter how much I loved her, she would always hate herself even more !
I wrecked myself trying to help her.
Things are now better. She's been getting confidence back, and London helped here in a big way.
I fully understand why now she (London) dislike the attention. But, back then ?
I'd be interested in your observations and what she says to you about this ?”

Her reply was that she couldn’t answer this herself, as she hadn’t known London until London's return to Rochester in 2011. She would ask London on my behalf….but never came back to me with a reply to this.

Notes : * means in the original I used London personal name and not London, her modelling pseudonym. I don’t why I still substitute her names, but I do... And obviously I have edited out my wife’s name. What is also interesting is that by early February Naturist Lady had contacted my wife on MeWe and had begun to chat to her.

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