#MeToo…..I Care
I have been struggling while typing up an important post detailing private messages between my wife and London Andrews via Naturist Lady on MeWe. Going through many minutes of video. Breaking down into 15 key screen shoots. Then typing these up has been difficult. It has actually distressing to see how much my wife was being hurt by me falling for Naturist Lady and wanting to accept her invitation into her into her world, into her relationship with London Andrews and their two husbands. Back then I was insulated from the hurt my wife was feeling, because I was so wrapped up in my attraction to both London and Naturist Lady. But…
London Andrews was behind the whole thing !
London was the one who created the Naturist Lady account.
London was the one who contacted me and then my wife as Naturist Lady.
London was the one who made the claims of a relationship.
London was the one who sent the photos. They could have only come form London.
London was the one who ingratiated herself into our lives as Naturist Lady.
London was the one who used Naturist Lady to invite into London’s sexual world.
London was the one who used Naturist Lady to seduce me.
London was the one…..
London was always the one.
So why the hell do I still care about her !
Because I know her. Because I know what is inside her. Because I know just how damaged she is inside.
There are a lot of other things going at the moment in my life. I ordinary life is very busy now I have retired, even more than when I was working ! Then there is running the London Andrews Project. Then there is running this blog. The there is sorting through my London Andrews collection. And this is leading to some side quests.
The #MeToo movement and London being a case in point. I’m sorting out all the bits I have around that. At some point later, after this phase of the London Andrews And Me Blog has finished, I intend to publish this. It gives an insight into the girl and what she suffered.
Not just in her career but in her life !
And this is why I care, why I still care. Because I know how badly damaged she really is. I’ve seen her on the inside. The mess the mental and emotional damage. I used plead with her over the years to get counselling or see a psychiatrist or some sort of help. She would make excuses about cost or most telling, saying it was ‘all in the past.’ No!
It was affecting her then and it influenced her actions and behaviour then and probably now ?
I do hope that in the time since we separated she has got some help and tried to repair the damage inside her. Because knowing what I know, I kind of understand why what happened between us, happened.
Here’s a piece of screen recording from Tumblr back in 2017 from London talking about #MeToo to give you an insight. Sorry haven’t got time to type up the text.
But, does this give insight into why I cared about her. Why I still care about her.
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